15 December 2022
Today I actually have something to say, something that's on my mind. Most of my life I've been selfish, self-absorbed, and given to my own lustful desires and proclivities. Now I was raised to believe, act, and think differently. I was raised in a small, good Brethren Christian church from the moment I was cognizant. However, I was disobedient. I became disobedient and remained so for decades. That's a long time. Instead of listening and following the teachings of Jesus, I simply chose to conduct my life absolutely differently. That made me the worst kind of sinner because I knew betbetter. Although I knew better, I continued down a self-serving, destructive path. Now all these years later I see The Truth. I've seen it all along, and now I just felt profoundly ashamed. So now I am convicted. I do believe. Jesus definitely had the patience for me and did not forsake me. I am forgiven. I'm not aware of your spiritual or religious beliefs, but I have my own. Someday I will let the whole, miserable, monumental truth out. I will state my testimony and it's crazy. That's for sure. It's got drugs, alcohol, sex, and perhaps the paranormal. For now, I am just content this season is here. Forget about the gifts, ornaments, and holiday trappings that come with Christmas. It's really about the supernatural birth of Jesus Christ. And that's all that matters. I wish you peace, health, love, and happiness.
Haggerty
The Sopranos, drug intervention scene
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